Self loathing movies and TV shows

The list contains the best, new and most relevant self loathing movies ordered by relevance. The recommendation service has sorted out queer cinema, independent film, realistic, crying, serious and touching films and TV shows about / with self loathing, gay, lgbtq, lgbt, gay interest, gay kiss, kiss, gay subtext, gays and lesbians and couples plots mostly in Drama, Romance and Comedy genres shot in USA, UK, Canada and other countries.
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self loathing movies
TOP 10 movies tagged as self loathing: Day of the Wacko (2002), The Party's Just Beginning (2018), Boulevard (2014), Save Me (2007), A Soap (2006), Hellhounds (2013), Benjamin (2018), Front Cover (2015), Shame (2011), Banana Fish (2018).

List of self loathing movies

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Day of the Wacko (2002)
Genre: Comedy, Drama, Romance
Country: Poland
Duration: 93 min.
Story: It is a bitter story about a middle-aged man, who hates his life and other people, including himself. Adam Miauczynski, the character known from director Marek Koterski's previous films, is a 44 year-old teacher, who reads poetry during school ...
Style: tragicomedy, humorous, cynical, independent film, existential ...
Plot: midlife crisis, alienation, nothing goes right, social satire, loner, teacher, obsession, polish, burnout, self loathing, paranoia, mental illness ...
Time: year 2002, middle ages
Place: poland, warsaw poland, eastern europe, central europe
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The Party's Just Beginning (2018)
Genre: Comedy, Drama
Country: UK
Duration: 91 min.
Story: In a bleak Inverness midwinter, Luisaidh is careering off the rails after the suicide of her best friend. She medicates her misery with joyless sex, chips and a belief in the power of positive drinking. Surrounded by bittersweet memories, she ...
Style: humorous, melancholic, psychological, captivating, rough ...
Plot: suicide, casual sex, depression, best friend, death of friend, self loathing, friendship, family relations, couples, society, mission, woman ...
Time: 21st century
Place: scotland
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 5.8
 9K
Boulevard (2014)
Genre: Drama
Country: USA, Mexico
Duration: 88 min.
Story: Nolan Mack, a soft-spoken bank employee, undoubtedly loves his wife Joy, though their cavernous empty house only underscores how disconnected they’ve always been from each other. Nolan finds himself drifting from his familiar present-day life in ...
Style: sincere, realistic, serious, independent film, touching ...
Plot: gay, closeted homosexual, older man younger man relationship, male prostitute, bare chested male, unrequited love, lgbt, secret life, self discovery, life turned upside down, friendship, self loathing ...
Place: usa
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 6.7
 2K
Save Me (2007)
Genre: Drama, Romance
Country: USA
Duration: 96 min.
Story: A sex and drug addicted young man who is forced into a Christian-run ministry in an attempt to cure him of his "gay affliction", where instead he is faced with the truth in his heart and spirit.
Style: serious, sincere, touching, realistic, heartfelt ...
Plot: gay, gay relationship, lgbt, gay interest, forbidden love, friendship between men, lgbtq, self discovery, gay sex, religions or cults, love and romance, hopes ...
Time: 21st century
Place: new mexico, usa
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 6.4
 2K
A Soap (2006)
Genre: Comedy, Drama
Country: Denmark, Sweden
Duration: 104 min.
Story: 32-year-old Charlotte could have it all, but she doesn´t want any of it. When she moves away from her boyfriend, she happens to become the upstairs neighbour of the transsexual Veronica. Veronica prefers to keep to herself with her little dog and a ...
Style: semi serious, sexy, captivating, suspenseful, enigmatic ...
Plot: transsexual, gender bending, gender, lgbt, lesbian, couples, friendship, fall in love, love and romance, sexual abuse, lifestyle, gays and lesbians ...
Time: 21st century
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 7.2
 41
Hellhounds (2013)
Genre: Adventure, Drama, Fantasy, Horror, Thriller
Country: USA
Duration: 73 min.
Story: A first person account of Ross Graves, an alcoholic drifter who is constantly hunted by demonic bounty hunters and a spiritual being to whom he sold his soul.
Style: ambiguous ending, neo noir, scary, contemplative, captivating ...
Plot: alcoholic, killing spree, self loathing, loner, murder, surrealism, brutality, wilderness, demon, nature, tragic event, gunfight ...
Place: ohio
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 6.6
 2K
Benjamin (2018)
Genre: Comedy, Drama, Romance
Country: UK
Duration: 85 min.
Story: A promising young filmmaker is thrown into emotional disarray over the impending release of his second feature, when he is introduced to a magnetic French musician called Noah.
Style: melancholic, psychological, sincere, captivating, sexy ...
Audience: date night
Plot: gay relationship, gay, gay interest, self doubt, gay love, lgbt, gay subtext, lgbtq, comedian, self loathing, sex talk, kinky sex ...
Time: 21st century
Place: england, london
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 6.5
 1K
Front Cover (2015)
Genre: Comedy, Drama, Romance
Country: USA
Duration: 87 min.
Story: One man does all he can to veil his Asian heritage; the other takes great pains to hide his sexual orientation. Both of these things begin to change when Ryan is hired to prepare film star Ning for a fashion shoot, and the men develop a bond.
Style: sexy, touching, melancholic, sincere, captivating ...
Plot: gay, lgbt, closeted homosexual, gay sex, self loathing, fashion, love and romance, sexual tension, friendship, stereotypes, loneliness, character study ...
Place: new york, manhattan new york city
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 7.2
 205K
Shame (2011)
Genre: Drama
Country: UK, Canada, USA
Duration: 101 min.
Story: Brandon is a New Yorker who shuns intimacy with women but feeds his desires with a compulsive addiction to sex. When his wayward younger sister moves into his apartment stirring memories of their shared painful past, Brandon's insular life ...
Style: sexual, erotic, sexy, thought provoking, sensual ...
Audience: adult
Plot: addiction, sex, sex addict, sexuality, sexual dysfunction, nudity, sexual relations, masturbation, suicide attempt, sex scene, lifestyle, erotica ...
Time: year 2011, 2010s, 21st century
Place: manhattan new york city, usa, new york, madison square garden manhattan new york city
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 8.2
 8K
Banana Fish (2018)
Genre: Animation, Action, Adventure, Crime, Drama
Country: Japan
Duration: 22 min.
TV show
Story: Nature made Ash Lynx beautiful; nurture made him a cold ruthless killer. A runaway brought up as the adopted heir and sex toy of "Papa" Dino Golzine, Ash, now at the rebellious age of seventeen, forsakes the kingdom held out by the devil ...
Style: anime, suspense, exciting, captivating, yaoi ...
Plot: gang, friendship, weapons, lgbt, investigation, criminal, uncover truth, bandit, self loathing, male rape victim, escapades, rape ...
Place: japan
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Slow Torture Puke Chamber (2010)
Genre: Horror
Country: Canada
Duration: 77 min.
Story: Making good on her pact with Satan, Angela Aberdeen's tortured and vomit-soaked soul descends into Hell. But Satan is not finished with her yet - He has more suffering planned for his ravaged slave. Angela is sent back up to the surface to ...
Style: disturbing, bloody, extreme horror, rough, brutal ...
Plot: bulimia, sexual abuse, extreme, pregnant woman, torture, prostitute, self loathing, sexual torture, found footage, unsettling, extreme violence, violence ...
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Crazy Ex-Girlfriend (2015)
Genre: Comedy, Musical
Country: USA
Duration: 42 min.
TV show
Story: Rebecca Bunch is a successful, driven, and possibly crazy young woman who impulsively gives up everything - her partnership at a prestigious law firm and her upscale apartment in Manhattan - in a desperate attempt to find love and happiness in that ...
Style: light, sitcom, entertaining, humorous, talky ...
Audience: teens
Plot: obsession, female protagonist, law firm, selfish woman, eccentric woman, women, ex lover, self loathing, depression, love triangle, life turned upside down, music ...
Time: 2010s
Place: california
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How the Grinch Stole Christmas (2000)
Genre: Comedy, Family, Fantasy
Country: USA, Germany
Duration: 104 min.
Story: Inside a snowflake exists the magical land of Whoville. In Whoville, live the Whos, an almost mutated sort of Munchkin-like people. All the Whos love Christmas, yet just outside of their beloved Whoville lives the Grinch. The Grinch is a nasty ...
Style: fairy tale, funny, stylized, humorous, light ...
Audience: kids, family outing, family friendly, teens, girls' night ...
Plot: christmas, santa claus, imaginary kingdom, dog, village, surrealism, holiday, silly humor, snow, xmas, transformation, loneliness ...
Time: year 2000, y2k, 2000s
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 7.3
 193K
Rocketman (2019)
Genre: Biography, Drama, Music, Musical
Country: UK, USA, Canada
Duration: 121 min.
Story: The story of Elton John's life, from his years as a prodigy at the Royal Academy of Music through his influential and enduring musical partnership with Bernie Taupin.
Style: inspirational, uplifting, touching, stylized, compassionate ...
Audience: adult
Plot: musician, rock music, lgbt, biopic, homosexuality, homosexual, rock and roll, rising to stardom, pop music, addiction, gay lead character, music ...
Time: 60s, 70s, year 2019, 2010s, future ...
Place: california, england, los angeles, new york, london ...
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Flexing with Monty (2010)
Genre: Comedy, Drama, Horror, Mystery
Country: USA
Duration: 90 min.
Story: Monty is a bodybuilder. His gym is the very heart of his existence. He is aggressively male, outrageously narcissistic and a bigot. Sharing this strange world is Monty's cerebral and emotionally wounded younger brother, Bertin. One stormy day, ...
Style: humorous, entertaining, thought provoking, disturbing, light ...
Plot: brother brother relationship, father son relationship, nun, mother son reunion, exorcism, self loathing, sexual abuse, drug abuse, boxing, patricide, martyr, orphan ...
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Everyday God Kisses Us on the Mouth (2001)
Genre: Comedy, Drama
Country: Romania
Duration: 93 min.
Story: Dumitru is a two-faceted killer: he kills animals and called a hunter, and kills people, and branded as an assassin. Dumitru is just out of prison, for the first time since the fall of communism. Even on the train taking him home, he is planning to ...
Style: semi serious, disturbing, suspenseful, humorous, black comedy
Plot: serial murder, loneliness, adultery, murder, love, marriage, betrayal, extramarital affair, gambler, husband wife relationship, self loathing, journey ...
Place: romania
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The Falls: Testament of Love (2013)
Genre: Drama, Romance
Country: USA
Duration: 123 min.
Story: The Falls: Testament of Love is a continuation of the story of RJ Smith and Chris Merrill, two Mormon missionaries that fell in love during their mission in a small town in Oregon. The boys haven't spoken in five years, but when an unexpected ...
Style: serious, realistic, touching, emotional, lgbt cinema ...
Plot: gay, gays and lesbians, gay interest, lgbt, husband wife relationship, gay relationship, gay sex, lgbtq, destructive relationship, impossible love, couples, family problems ...
Time: 21st century
Place: oregon, utah, seattle, salt lake city utah
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Cock & Bull Story (2002)
Genre: Crime, Drama, Sport
Country: USA
Duration: 106 min.
Story: Two friends are torn apart by passion and ambition in the violent world of amateur boxing.
Style: realistic, serious, rough, captivating, talky ...
Plot: boxing, friendship, hypocrisy, ambition, lifestyle, athlete's life, friendship between men, buddies, betrayal, contests and competitions, society, working class ...
Place: chicago, usa, beverly hills, las vegas
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Blue Citrus Hearts (2003)
Genre: Drama, Romance
Country: USA
Duration: 115 min.
Story: A first love could quite possibly be the last for Sam, a Memphis teenager coming to terms with the romantic feelings he harbors for his best friend, Julian. Will the love he feels for this boy guide him through his struggles with his abusive father, ...
Style: atmospheric, touching, sentimental, sincere, contemplative ...
Audience: girls' night
Plot: gay, teenage love, coming of age, high school, teenage life, best friend, society, lifestyle, buddies, youth, life is a bitch, high school life ...
Time: 21st century
Place: memphis, tennessee
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 6.6
 2K
Papi Chulo (2018)
Genre: Comedy, Drama
Country: Ireland, UK
Duration: 98 min.
Story: A lonely TV weatherman strikes up an unusual friendship with a middle-aged Latino migrant worker.
Style: humorous, sexy, sentimental, romantic, psychological ...
Plot: gay, gay interest, loneliness, unrequited love, gay relationship, gay love, friendship, breakup, gay lead character, desperation, self loathing, depression ...
Time: 21st century
Place: southern california, los angeles, california
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Fighting Tommy Riley (2004)
Genre: Drama, Mystery, Romance, Sport
Country: USA
Duration: 109 min.
Story: An aging trainer and a young fighter, both in need of a second chance, team-up to overcome the demons of their past...and chase the dreams of their future.
Style: psychological, touching, emotional, sincere, serious ...
Plot: unrequited love, boxing trainer, ambition, athlete's life, rivalry, hopes, lgbt, boxer, boxing, introspection, self loathing, school teacher ...
Time: 21st century
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Before the Fall (2016)
Genre: Comedy, Drama, Romance
Country: USA
Duration: 92 min.
Story: It's a classic case of opposite attraction: Handsome Ben Bennet (Ethan Sharrett) is a gay, affluent, stylish attorney at the top of the genteel social set in southern Virginia, while Lee Darcy (Chase Conner) is a rough-hewn welder with a secret ...
Style: lgbt cinema, sexy, captivating, unusual plot structure, humorous ...
Plot: gay, lgbt, gay interest, gay couple, gay lead character, gay romance, lgbtq, gay love, love, unrequited love, hiking, gay best friend ...
Time: 2010s, 21st century
Place: virginia, usa, appalachia
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 8.0
 56
Judas Goat (2014)
Genre: Drama, Fantasy, Horror, Romance
Country: UK
TV show
Story: A mini-series delving into the darker side of urban myth - a world of monsters through the eyes of their servants.
Style: gothic, psychological, suspenseful, tense, disturbing ...
Plot: vampire, widower, anger, death, threat, psychological torture, supernatural power, self loathing, revenge, depression, murder, blood ...
Time: 21st century
Place: britain
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 5.9
 2K
Dog Tags (2008)
Genre: Drama, Romance
Country: USA
Duration: 90 min.
Story: Raised in a single parent family by his mother Nate Merritt, develops a friendship with a gay man whilst on leave from the US marines.
Style: serious, emotional, realistic, erotic, sexual ...
Plot: gay, lgbt, soldier, gay soldier, self discovery, boot camp, gay interest, love and romance, basic training, parents and children, couples, redemption ...
Time: 21st century
Place: california, los angeles, palm springs california
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Shock to the System (2006)
Genre: Crime, Drama, Mystery, Thriller
Country: Canada, USA
Duration: 91 min.
Story: A gay detective tries to solve the murder of a college student.
Style: serious, realistic, suspenseful, suspense, detective ...
Plot: gay, lgbt, group therapy, private investigator, murder, uncover truth, suicide, mysterious character, investigation, lgbtq, gay relationship, prejudice ...
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Conspiracy of Silence (2003)
Genre: Crime, Drama, Thriller
Country: UK, USA
Duration: 90 min.
Story: When a priest commits suicide and two trainees are expelled from a seminary, a journalist starts to investigate the Vatican’s silence on broken vows of celibacy. A thriller examining the internal conflicts in the modern Catholic church.
Style: disturbing, realistic, serious, suspenseful, controversial ...
Plot: gay, priest, celibacy, suicide, church, fighting the system, uncover truth, clergy, dishonesty, society, crisis of conscience, reporter ...
Time: 21st century
Place: ireland
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 6.4
 102
Anotherworld (2008)
Genre: Comedy, Drama, Romance
Country: Italy
Duration: 109 min.
Story: An experimental drama entirely composed by monologues. A personal journey through male homosexuality - from darkness to light, from total denial to complete acceptance - as told in monologues performed by actors and adapted from interviews with ...
Style: realistic, serious, sexy, sexual, independent film ...
Plot: gay, gays and lesbians, thirtysomething life, gender bending, artists and showbiz, gender, gay romance, gay rights, big city, love, soul mate, self loathing ...
Time: 21st century
Place: italy, rome italy
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Answers to Nothing (2011)
Genre: Drama, Mystery, Romance
Country: USA
Duration: 124 min.
Story: Against the backdrop of a missing girl case, lost souls throughout Los Angeles search for meaning and redemption and affect each other in ways they don't always see.
Style: serious, realistic, touching, sincere, disturbing ...
Plot: police detective, missing child, single parent, redemption, introspection, family relations, family problems, couple relations, couples, kidnapping, school, infidelity ...
Time: 21st century
Place: california, usa, los angeles
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 5.5
 2K
Rock Haven (2007)
Genre: Drama, Romance
Country: USA
Duration: 78 min.
Story: The coastal California community of Rock Haven is the perfect place for cute eighteen-year-old Brady and his loving mother to begin a fresh start. Their mission: to spread the word of the Lord. But while roaming the beach one day, Brady meets ...
Style: psychological, serious, sincere, touching, sensual ...
Audience: girls' night
Plot: gay, first gay sexual experience, gay love, gay teenager, male nudity, lgbt, teenage life, gay relationship, family relations, friendship, church, forbidden love ...
Time: 21st century
Place: california
Is relevant ?
 5.1
 195
R U Invited? (2006)
Genre: Comedy, Drama, Romance
Country: USA
Duration: 85 min.
Story: Five friends receive invitations to an underground sex party. However, to qualify for attendance each invitee must submit revealing photos as a "screening" process." As the party draws near, issues of monogamy, weight & ...
Style: humorous, witty, semi serious, erotic, sexual ...
Plot: group of friends, friendship, gay, youth, buddies, introspection, human nature, sexual relations, party, gay relationship, self loathing, lgbtq ...
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